Monday, September 14, 2009

Denial

Find me here and speak to me,
I want to feel You, I need to hear You.
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength that keeps me walking.
You are the hope that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose,
You're everything.

And how can I stand here with You, and not be moved by You?


I am finally pursuing my art in Los Angeles, working for Ximena. I love working for her :) I still have to wonder what my ultimate goal is, though. I mean, here I am. For how long? What will I accomplish? Sometimes I feel selfish - I am given an answer I'm looking for, and then I only ask for more, more, more. Isn't this enough? Shouldn't I be content with where I am?

I'm tired of being stressed by logistics. I am weary of moving from place to place, living out of a suitcase, having no money... but God has more than shown that He will provide for me through the grace of friends. Why am I not satisfied?

This post is so emo. Here's a painting.

1 comment:

  1. I <3 You.

    LOOK! i posted finally haha...and intend to be back here and "in touch" so keep writing and painting and all that good stuff and i'll be here, so talk to you soon!

    and p.s. i wanna watch entourage and you just made me want to more.

    p.s.s. be emo all you want erin, that is what blogs are here for;)wink wink.

    congrats on the great job!!

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