From left, clockwise: Fusa, the Urchin; Lex, the Twin; Xaiona, the Black Widow; Lufu, the Thief; Rozalin, the Harlot; and Simone, the Acolyte.

Yesterday I had quite the enjoyable lunch. As I sat at Barnes and Noble with coffee and art magazine in hand (which is one of my favourite things to do), I thought a lot about my grad school portfolio and sketched a bunch of stuff. I am often truly inspired even by art that doesn't make a lick of sense to me. Yesterday I leafed through a magazine on Pop Culture Asian Influence, which featured work of painted ears and yarn hanging from bare walls, among other things. As I tried to make sense of it, I realized that I have a very distinct way of viewing and understanding work. I always ask, "What is it about?" Sometimes art does not "depict" something in the conventional sense. I paged back through my sketchbook and found these words of wisdom: "Art is highly intellectual, even when it appears to be nonsense and mean nothing."
Of course, I completely resonate with this. In my own personal work, I strive to create a sense of mystery. This is difficult in straightforward/commissioned/contest pieces such as the one I posted above, but when I create work for my portfolio or myself, intellectual value - communicating a message - is something that is a main priority for me. But I realize I am extremely limited in how I convey this message. As I looked at art yesterday that seemed completely "whacked-out", I wrote this observation: "I have a hard time breaking my own molds. Why can't I just put something right there? What stops me? What is my filter? Myself?"
It is frustrating but also immensely freeing to meet your own self-imposed walls head-on.
So this post makes you sound like such a college educated person:) at least i think so.
ReplyDeletealso--you really inspire me and also I envy you and wish I had followed such creative, artistic motives when I was younger, it is hard feeling like if i wanted to go back in that direction, I have so much to do to get caught up. I don't even know completely what i'm talking about, but maybe we can discuss it sometime? I'd like that.
Kori,
ReplyDeleteHahah, I suppose Messiah College owes me that much... to sound educated, at least. haha
Thanks so much for the kind words <3333 I know you've gone to AZ, but maybe if you come back and visit sometime we can watch Spirited Away and talk about art/life <333